It has been a while since my last blog and much in my life has changed.
On the outside the event that has had the biggest impact is the death of my mum. But the real change has occurred inside. My desire to change the world and show everyone how things can be done (or my version of it) has diminished. The people I have met, talked to and read about all have one thing in common.
They are not doing they are allowing.
I still recognise that I am very lucky to have the life I do. But luck has nothing to do with it. All the fantastic things in my life came when I was just being me. My wife and I met in a pure space which had no agenda just two spirits that had to be together, journey forwards into an unknown world as one.
Our daughter was always going to be our child. We new her name and who she was long before she was born, and we then allowed her to come to us.
My greatest joy from a young age is also my ‘job’. I get to play music with my friends and enjoy both musical and social lives with them.
All these things I treasure, love and enjoy. They came to me when I allowed myself to be me in essence.
It is with this faith I now move forward and am seeing the influences of this on my children. I am sharing this journey with someone who has also embraced this way of being and together we support each other to just be ourselves.
It is a very exciting time. As the book says Feel The Fear and Do It Anyway.
It is not clear what the future holds. There are many avenues and opportunities waiting to be explored. In the past I would be trying to pursue them with a strained sense of determination.
Today I am clearing out all the things I no longer require or want and am opening the space and allowing my true life to happen.